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busy as a bee by evanescent-beauty54 busy as a bee :iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 5 0 Os Fios de Esperanca by evanescent-beauty54 Os Fios de Esperanca :iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 4 2 some like it hot. by evanescent-beauty54 some like it hot. :iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 1 10 JeSsIcA aBsTrAcT I by evanescent-beauty54 JeSsIcA aBsTrAcT I :iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 2 1
live your life
paint your eyes black
     and kiss your sanity
slit open your wrists,
     unto Satan bid
          "Hi...Good day Sir."
he'll tip his hat
     to you as
grant you another year
     to live your life
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 3 12
[how do i find a way to
          put my feelings on paper?]

sometimes, i feel like
i'll never change:
that though the hourglass
turns, and the grains
of crystalized sand fall
individually into place,
i'll always stare into
the musky, tainted mirror,
and see my unchanging
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 1 7
my anesthetic
the turmoil within my heart
raising my pulse over board
as the blood supply attempts
to replenish itself with oxygen...
the battle within my soul
abrogating every morsel
of innocence left in the
depth of my eyes...
the logic screaming within my mind
dying to dominate over
my irrational impulses
to love you, to want you...
the blood shed every second:
a mere compensation for tears
that i dare not expose
in your presence....
you are my drug,
my ansthetic dulling out
reality in this languid world.
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 2 7
breadcrumbs never mislead
[the feeling isn't mutual.]
i threw the bread crumbs
on the floor as i skipped along.
you picked up the clues,
yet forced yourself to believe that
it wasn't true...
[as if this cute face would never
and as i approached a huge,
candy-coated house
that happened to fall in the
middle of my path,
i realized that within an exterior
so beautiful, so inviting,
lurked a darkness not worth
[i never had the time
to ask you why.  it doesn't matter now.]
the path that I had so
innocently left behind was
i was lost.
[i am lost.]
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 2 16
back to reality.
when i'm nervous,
i bite the inside of my lip
just to taste the blood,
because the stinging pain
of teeth piercing my flesh
is all that i have
to lurch me
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 0 6
these scars on my skin
mark me as a sinner; i
am going to hell.
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 1 10
I Wish I Could Say the Same...
From the moment those three sacred words escaped
the contours of you lips,
the sincerity of your smile,
the beauty of your aura...
I knew that I would never be able to say the same
to you.
Every time that those three intoxicating words come to me
through text,
through IM,
through your delicate whispers in my ear...
I wish that I could say the same
to you.
Since you often remind me of those three enrapturing words
from day to night,
from weekends to weekdays,
from month to month...
I hope that someday, I will be endowed with the strength
to say the same
to you.
[i love you]<i>
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 1 6
Sweet Sins
With evil etched along your arms
as clearly as the slender,
green veins visible through
a layer of blood-red skin...
With odium reflecting in your eyes,
a nuclear explosion of flames
within the pupils
black as coal...
With malice in your twisted smile,
the curl of your thin lips
revealing the pointed tips
of calcium you call teeth...
Shall I play a fiddle for you?
Deal out a deck of cards?
Sell my soul?
Oh! But I am no fool...
Little girls who play with fire
get their fingers
:iconevanescent-beauty54:evanescent-beauty54 2 7


that kind of valentine.
i'm the kind of sick where
every second is slowed
into the kind of time lapse where
every noise is magnified
into the kind of sound where
every sense is amplified
into the kind of awareness where
every hope is fluttering
into the kind of longing where
every cell is screaming to fall
into the kind of person that
is you.
:iconerlebnisse:Erlebnisse 7 13
when trust yields misgivings.
you make paper vows
then burn them in the fires
of reality.
:iconerlebnisse:Erlebnisse 21 22
Flowers will bloom - Oct 5, 09 by pearwood Flowers will bloom - Oct 5, 09 :iconpearwood:pearwood 31 16 Leaves in the stream - Oct 09 by pearwood Leaves in the stream - Oct 09 :iconpearwood:pearwood 48 47 One leaf - Oct 2009 by pearwood One leaf - Oct 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 6 5 Leaves in the sky - Oct 2009 by pearwood Leaves in the sky - Oct 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 5 10 Sun on the water - Oct 2009 by pearwood Sun on the water - Oct 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 10 14 Stonybrook falls - Oct 2009 by pearwood Stonybrook falls - Oct 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 9 12 Delicate - Oct 2009 by pearwood Delicate - Oct 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 6 16 White tablecloth - Nov 2009 by pearwood White tablecloth - Nov 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 32 21 Autumn tapestry 1 - Nov 2009 by pearwood Autumn tapestry 1 - Nov 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 4 6 Wall Road Christmas - Dec 2009 by pearwood Wall Road Christmas - Dec 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 12 21 Agatha - Dec 2009 by pearwood Agatha - Dec 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 4 11 Sun on the flowers - Dec 2009 by pearwood Sun on the flowers - Dec 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 1 2 Facebook ID - Dec 2009 by pearwood Facebook ID - Dec 2009 :iconpearwood:pearwood 11 18 Winter afternoon - Jan 2010 by pearwood Winter afternoon - Jan 2010 :iconpearwood:pearwood 6 6



jessica steele
United States

Current Residence: somewhere in some community in some county in some state in some country(okay, its the US, so what?)
Favourite genre of music: pop, rock, and songs that you hear at parties...the kind that make you want to shake your hips!
Favourite photographer: pearwood is an amazing photographer, his work is fantastic. check his deviant page out!
Favourite style of art: acrillic painting: nature
Operating System: my brain :D
MP3 player of choice: iPod (i love the iTouch, but have a purple 2nd generation nano).
Shell of choice: conch, and i SWEAR that was my favorite even before we read Lord of the Flies!!!
Wallpaper of choice: nature (sunsets, flowers, etc.)
Favourite cartoon character: Kyo
Personal Quote: "doooiiiieeng!"
So, it's been awhile since you heard from me! I guess I haven't been on DeviantArt as much recently because I don't want to disappoint those of you who follow me, which I think oddly enough has defeated the purpose of it all and backfired on me. Huh. Mais, c'est la vie...That's life: a confusing, amazing, hot mess :]]] So I've decided to enjoy it <333 I'll try to sign on more often! I'll try!
  • Listening to: to the beat of my heart &lt;3 it's my melody...


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pearwood Featured By Owner May 22, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
Welcome back (again), Jessica, and thank for the favs and the lovely comment.
evanescent-beauty54 Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
no problem, steve :D
XAnarionX Featured By Owner Feb 7, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
bear0702 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
hi jessica! i guess i found you. :)
evanescent-beauty54 Featured By Owner May 22, 2010
hi! ...who is this? :D
bear0702 Featured By Owner May 22, 2010  Hobbyist General Artist
Michelle Ryan. :D
chasersaug Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009
thanks for the favourtie :)
pearwood Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2009  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks, Jessica.
maecheneb Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2009
thanks so muchly for the favorite sweetheart! ^^ <3
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